Lies

Why do people lie and try to downplay situations instead of just telling the truth. What is so hard about being truthful? People will only look at you different when you are an habitual liar. Im tired.....too tired to finish this.

Body Magic

If all goes well on Saturday, I will be a distributor of Body Magic.  We will see and I am going to keep all of my would be readers posted on the situation. I really have to go and make moves.  It is so damn hot outside its bothersome. 

1st Cocktail Party

These past few days have been a rollercoaster ride without a foreseeable end. I am not complaining because I love adventures, excitement, and sheer foolishness. I am in the midst of planning my first cocktail party. When the party plans were initially created I felt warm and fuzzy all over, now I just feel anxious. I am having a house full of women that I am hosting and entertaining by myself. I wish I could afford a male stripper or knew a man who wouldn't mind dancing for tips. Wow, I can't believe I just wrote that, oh well. Truth is the truth. So far, I have created a Drink Menu showcasing 3 drinks that will be available at my cocktail party. I hope everyone drinks the white. Party Party Party, let’s all get wasted. I also have a Lil Captain in me, NO DRUNK DRIVING on my watch. The last thing to decide upon is the food. So far, I am thinking already prepared meals. Fried chicken, macaroni and cheese, and perhaps something else. I am not expecting that many people. I will be surprised if 10 people showed up. This is just the beginning and who knows how this ordeal will turn out. I have to go now and finish cleaning and straitening because tomorrow is going to be hectic.

Love Always,

Ty

When Its Easier To Stay

My generation is full of broken relationships that probably started with broken promises. I am a person of very high expectations, especially simple shit that I feel should be done automatically. My expectations are ruining and has ruined my relationships. I honestly feel that I deserve the best and I won't allow myself to compromise when faced with anything different. My relationships, like everyone else's has their share of ups and downs. Nothing is perfect and it never will be, but what do you do when its easier to stay than to leave. Life is surrounded with uncertainties and opportunities....maybe this is just a storm that will soon pass. The sad part is that I lost my storm gear two storms ago. Can I stand the rain? I'm not a quitter but I'm tired of playing this game. I will pray on the situation for some much needed guidance. Have a good night, I'm going to sleep eventually to wake and start a brand new day.

XOXO

Ty
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Happy Father's Day

Hey Daddy's, celebrate your creations today. You have children, old and young that absolutely adores you. Don't mess it up. Time never stops or reverses. Enjoy the moment live it and own it.

Happy Father's Day
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Freedom

A weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I was able to free my mind. This entire situation has been like watching a preview for a movie that you want to see. You know that the movie is coming out but you may not be sure of the date. Well, the date has arrived and the movie was better than expected.

Live your life like a movie, and be free at all times.
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Adding Tags

This blog is becoming intense, the hardest part about starting a blog is trying to take off.  I will not be discouraged.  Besides no one likes a quitter.  I will go at this night and day, until I have the "right" feel and vibe for all that my blog may be able to do.  I am anticipating the day that I can move my blog away from a host site.  I am now trying to install tags and a menu bar.  This blog should be ass fancy as all others.  Wish me luck, my "could be" readers. 

****I have not advertised my blog because its not ready. Just in case you're wondering, I am crawling before I can walk, I don't want another flop on my hands.****

Compliments

I am a firm believer that the best compliments are the ones that are unexpected. Compliments that arise from doing regular stuff like walking to the car, or going through the mall, perhaps at the 7-11. Things like, you have a beautiful smile or your walk is sexy. The best of all compliments is when you get complimented and the person is not trying to "holla". That person just saw something remarkable that they wanted to share. What girl doesn't love compliments? Especially the ones when you feel you don't look your absolute best. Days when you are rocking nike boots, jeans, and a t-shirt. Days when you probably wouldn't book yourself. Maybe its laundry day and all of the good clothes are dirty. Its those days when a perfect stranger or someone you know can make you feel very sexy. Perhaps you locked eyes with someone and smiled. Enjoy the moment of someone making you feel like you already are. "You are beautiful baby" thanks Luda!
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Worth

Ladies, the ideals of beauty have changed drastically. Most of us probably don't know who we are under the masquerade of hair, make up, eyelashes, fake asses, Dr. 90210, and clothes. Don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with wanting to look and feel beautiful, I am all for it 100% all of the way. But don't lose yourself in the process. Appearing that way will get you want you want (whatever and whoever that may be). We've all heard the phrase "Use what you got, to get what you want" in response just like Ebony said "Well, if that's all you got, you don't want much". Get something else on your mind than setting up your "representative" for failure. Fellas, yall are not off the hook, yall feed into that foolishness. Yall try to "appear" harder than you are to tempt us with the "Bad Boy" image that we crave. So yall carry guns, sell drugs, and buy chains. Not forgetting to the mention the cars that cost more than where you live. But hey "that's how playas roll". Roll right on by me "Cat Daddy" your taste is too rich for my blood. As with all my posts, its only a few topics that I have my mind completely made up about. There's nothing like feeling like a star and if doing the things previously mentioned makes you feel that way, do you. I rock my own everything and that's just how I am. I can still attract the fellas cause I aint nothing like free money. Trina said "Sell the pussy by the grands, and in a month you own a Benz. Another week a set of rims. See if I had the chance to be a virgin again. I'd be fucking by the time I'm ten!"

XOXO Ty
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Commoners, Lls...

So basically its no secret my current employer is threatening to terminate me. Honestly, I was angry at first for the audacity of them trying to "scare me straight" but now I'm like a kid with my shirt off screaming "do it". I'm going to work in battle mode, its sad but my days at work have to consisted of Xanax and Newports. I feel so much anxiety from dealing with their bullshit that I feel like snapping everytime I go there. I feel like a snake, like I'm lacking arms, hands, legs, feet, and a voice. All I have is my venom ready to spit it at anyone that's close. Back to the initial reason for this post, I'm not wealthy, my family is well off but not capable of fully supporting me if I needed them to, so I feel I am a "commoner". Meaning I don't have money at my leisure or fingertips. Employees know that they can treat commoners a certain way because they feel that they are our only option especially with the recession. Its funny because at the bullshit jobs that most of us work at, we are either smarter or have more experience than the idiots that's treating us like commoners. I have 5 classes left until I have my Associate's Degree, my Mother asked me "What kind of degree's do your managers have?". My response either none or bad training. My simple business management class opened my eyes to how terribly businesses are ran. Its sad when an employer doesn't take care of their own. There is no loyalty there at all. Their attempts to "scare me straight" pissed me off to the point where I am applying to everything that crosses my path. I was walking in Largo Town Center station when I heard a voice say "You will be great", I don't know if it meant eventually or now. Either way, I got the answer I was seeking. So I say to the my employer 'Bring It On',
'Cause Bitch I'm the Bomb, Like Tic-Tic' ~ Lil Wayne. Lls.
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I Quit!!!

I have been sitting here trying to customize and personalize my blog so when I finally get visitors it would be different from the trillion other blogs.  I am so blown........blown......blown.......and the Celtics lost which I think is throwing me off even more.  I started on a post earlier regarding "Worth", this post will be addressed to the ladies and gents.  I will talk to whoever is reading this in the morning.  Unless, I get the music embedded. Help Jesus please!!!

Virgin Blog

Honestly this is my second time starting a blog and hopefully this one has a better purpose than the last one. I want this blog to really focus on inner beauty, strength, wisdom, empowerment, and knowledge. I want people to take from my blog that the impossible can be done, irrational behavior is sometimes necessary, and to challenge everyone who says "you can't" do something. Welcome to the World of No Rules or Barriers. I am all for taking the road less traveled, letting go of my inhibitions, and telling it how it is. I am looking forward to networking and meeting all of you that will follow me one day. In the meantime, please don't get offended by anything I do or say. I am a lover by trade and a jerkass by nature. "To love me is to hate me". I live a Rockstar Lifestyle, God willing, I will make it!!!

~ "I'm Going To Be Great"
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